Herpy Thernksgerving Brotato Worshippers!

Figured I should write a thanksgiving entry because it’s like it’s kind of mind boggling how much I have to be thankful for these days. It’s after 1AM but I figured I’d stay up late tonight and bust this out. I wasted some time today playing Brotato. Not sure what’s wrong with me. Can hear my roommate downstairs playing it. Got a couple more friends into it.It’s not good. Like crack.But I did work on customd.app earlier today and last weekend I spent most of the weekend working on it…

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Brotato, Pacifism and the COVID Lockdown

I’d like to say I’ve been busy and that’s why I haven’t written in a week but I’ve actually been struggling a little to stay productive.I blame Brotato.I need Brotato intervention. I used to make fun of my roommate for being addicted but now I think I’m worse than she is.I did work on my app, customd.app a little last weekend, upgrading angular to 18. I really really really need to get back into that. I use it for so many different things in my life and I’m convinced that…

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The Long Full Story of My Family Drama

Are we still doing the whole “trigger warning” thing? It occurred to me that I’ve totally stopped worrying about doing that. Probably for the best. Trigger warnings, and the overall mentality that we need to be protected from ideas and stories is really counter productive to the long term mental health and stability of our whole society.But maybe I should give a trigger warning for my aunts and mom and others in my family.I’ve held a lot of bitterness for a lot of years and it’s time to talk it…

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How Can We Learn to Forgive and Work Together When We Don’t Understand Why Our Own Relatives Hate Us So Much?

Oh man, I don’t think I’ve been this depressed since the COVID lockdown.I wish I could just be selfish. I’m a cis white male and real-estate investor. From a purely selfish level, it won’t be that bad for me assuming we don’t have a civil war, which is a huge assumption. But most of my friends and partners are queer or trans, at least here in Pittsburgh, so I fear for their safety.And you know, the other thing is that I think that my message and strategy on life will…

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Trump Reminds Me of When My Cousin the Cop Promised to Murder Me

I’ve been getting rather sad lately, at least sad by my standards, about the election. I’m pretty confident that Trump is going to win, which effectively, to me, means that half the country kind of wants me dead. At least that’s what it feels like after my long list of experiences with Trump supporters. They want me to suffer and die for who I am.It’s just hard to accept. Yeah, i know that sounds super hyperbolic but it wouldn’t seem that way if you understood where I was coming from…

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